if you ask..

sometimes i wish you could be in my shoes and see through my eyes, i guess only then you'll realise the things you do to bring me down.

Gravity

Something always brings me back to you.It never takes too long.No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.You hold me without touch.You keep me without chains.I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.But you're on to me and all over me.You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.When I thought that I was strong.But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here onThe ground.But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.~sara bareilles~

thunder

I am currently wondering why some things happen the way it does. It’s funny how we’re told we have control over our destiny, but to think about it, it’s sometimes just way beyond out control. It’s also funny how they always say there’s hope, where is this hope supposed to come from when everything is going downhill? Most of the time, hope just brings us disappointment.

Also, it’s weird how’ve we’ve grown to become the people we never thought we would become; unexpected experience and thoughts. The irony of leading our own life, something that’s our' own' with truckloads of uncertainty. Funny how the inevitable expectations of people never fail to change our perception of ourselves; our capabilities and true self.

There’s always fear of being judged which contributes to the changes in our behaviour,an uncomfortable change, just to please others, and yet, it is a challenge to control ourselves from labeling others. It is a challenge to believe in something, and then putting life into it. I always ask myself, why do we choose to do the wrong when we know what’s right? it is as if the right and wrong switched place on the spur of that moment, the head stops thinking, and the emotion takes over. strange how we let things happen without thinking twice sometimes.
but then again, i guess, maybe we do wrong things, and bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.

dear readers,

i'm not gonna be blogging for a very long time.

So bye for now :):):)

u can share ur secrets here.

was contemplating about life. yeah, life-the past, the present and the future and i realised, people who are a big part of u at one point of your life would not be there for long. the ones that matter the most won't matter anymore,and the ones that mattered less will somehow seem to matter.as we change,everything changes. everything. scary how things change very easily, come to think about it, nothing ever lasts nowadays,doesn't it??

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Your life still isnt over*winks*

Happy 18th Birthday My dear Bimbotic Esther Pester!!!

know you're in aussie now, hope ure having loads of fun! and woman, murni's when la??

love ya!

Small minds discuss people.

*too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they DON'T need to impress people they DON'T like..
Will smith

* Self love has very little to do with how u feel about your outer self. Its about accepting all of yourself. you've got to learn to accept the fool in you as well as the part that's got it goin on...
Tyra Banks

*No one can make you inferior withour your consent; the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams...
Eleanor Roosevelt